Struggles

Hey everyone!

So I know I haven't been on here for about a week now, and I am sorry if you were looking forward to reading my posts. I had this whole month planned out so I wouldn't miss any entries but as the month played out, it didn't work out that way. Now I wish I could tell you I had a really good reason for not being able to post, but that isn't the case. 

As you may or may not know I went to Toronto a little over a week ago and I did some pretty awesome things with some really cool people. I went to Warped Tour for the first time which was so amazing and the day after that, or I should say the night after that I went out to another event. I went to basically a rave which was super awesome, and fun, especially since it was one where everyone was showered with paint. It was such a cool experience and  I've never been to a rave before but it was simply amazing! 

Now you are probably wondering why I am telling you this. My reasoning for not posting may or may not seem or sound ridiculous but recently I have begun to feel quite lonely. I am 20 now and I am having those feelings where it seems everyone around has a significant other, but me. Now this is where the story of paint comes in. During paint I danced with a few guys ( and may or may not have shared a few kisses), but in the group that I went with there was someone that I spent most of the night dancing with ( and no we didn't do anything besides dance). Now this is where I get ridiculous. I have not had a boyfriend in quite a long time, have not dated for a little over a year because I wanted to get settled with university. Since coming home from Toronto I have begun to feel very lonely and upset because I feel like everyone around me has a significant other while I am alone. 

I know this may seem ridiculous to most of you but I was feeling this so greatly that I couldn't be motivated to write something worth reading so that is why I have not posted. It's not like I want to necessarily be with the person I spent most of my night with at paint, I just miss the feeling of affection, and intimacy that being with someone brings. I want to be able to text someone and have cute romantic conversations, or cuddle with someone when I want to cuddle. In all honesty I just want to feel wanted.

So I'm sorry for missing out on my regular entries but I just could bring myself to write anything. If anyone else feels this way please let me know so we can chat and feel this way together. Also, if you have gotten over these types of feeling before please let me in on your secret! :)

Take care! xxx

(Also, I think this week my posts are just mostly going to be kinda the same style as this one, just a diffrent topic.)

ipsy April 2014 Glam Bag Reviw

Hey everyone!

So I am very excited for my post today because this is the start of my monthly review of each month’s ipsy glam bag. I am very excited to be getting the ipsy glam bag each month because I have heard and seen such great reviews of it, and when I saw that I was taken off the waiting list I was very excited!

So this month’s theme is beauty rocks and I received Benefit’s lollitint in the shade Candy-Orchid which is a lip and cheek stain. I do really like the colour of this product but I did try it as the cheek stain and it didn’t spread very easily so I doubt I will use it as the cheek stain but I will definitely be using it as the lip stain.

There was another lip product in this month’s bag and it is the Tinted Lip Balm by Cailyn in the shade 14-Acid Pink. Now I don’t usually like bright colours because of my very pale skin tone but this is actually a very nice colour and I can definitely see myself picking up this product when my current one is gone.

In this bag there was also a travel sized eyeliner by Urban Decay and it is the Black Velvet Glide-On Eye Pencil from their 24/7 Velvet collection. I really liked this product as it went on nicely and stayed all day without seeming to rub off.

One of my favourite products of this bag is City Color’s White Gold Shadow & Highlight Mousse. I love the colour of this product and the fact that it is a Mousse. It’s very easy to apply and spread over the skin so you can easily apply it in small amounts to get a slight shine or add more to sparkle a bit more.

I also received Kiss lashes in their line Looks So Natural Lashes and got their Sultry Lashes. Now I am not usually one to wear fake eyelashes but I will give this product a chance and let everyone know how I feel about them in a later post.

Swatches of each product:

Black Velvet Eyeliner, Acid Pink Tinted Lip Balm, White Gold Shadow & Highlight Mousse and the Candy-Orchid lip and cheek stain. 

Out of my fist ipsy bag I would definitely rebuy 3 out of the five products including the Tinted Lip Balm by Cailyn, Black Velvet eyeliner by Urban Decay, and the White Gold Shadow & Highlight Mousse by City Color. I really liked this glam bag and I can’t wait until next months!

Take care! xxx