Hey everyone!
So I've been on my winter holiday break for about a week now, and it has been amazing. I finished up exams on the 17th and traveled to my mothers house the next day. I haven't really had a chance to come home for about a month with being busy with school and work, so it has really been nice to be home for a little while. I was having a bit of trouble with my anxiety, getting overwhelmed with work and school but being home has made me feel a lot better.
With the holidays comes family time, and I don't know about all of you but I do celebrate Christmas and seeing my family and friends is probably my favourite part! Tomorrow, so Christmas Eve we are having our big family get together and I can't wait! With being in school it is hard for me to go and visit family so on big holidays like Christmas I get to catch up with everyone and it's just really nice.
Other exciting new... I am no longer single. I know, weird right? This is a very new relationship as it literally started on the 18th, but we've been talking for a bit and it just seemed right. Our first date was really cute, well in my opinion at least . We were going to go ice skating, cheesy I know (but super cute), anyways when we got there they had run out of most of the sizes of skates so we had to figure out something else to do. So because there is a movie theater in our mall we decided to go see a film, and we winded up watching The Good Dinosaur. All in all this holiday break has been amazing.
Take care! xxx
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Wednesday, December 23, 2015
Monday, July 14, 2014
Struggles
Hey everyone!
So I know I haven't been on here for about a week now, and I am sorry if you were looking forward to reading my posts. I had this whole month planned out so I wouldn't miss any entries but as the month played out, it didn't work out that way. Now I wish I could tell you I had a really good reason for not being able to post, but that isn't the case.
As you may or may not know I went to Toronto a little over a week ago and I did some pretty awesome things with some really cool people. I went to Warped Tour for the first time which was so amazing and the day after that, or I should say the night after that I went out to another event. I went to basically a rave which was super awesome, and fun, especially since it was one where everyone was showered with paint. It was such a cool experience and I've never been to a rave before but it was simply amazing!
Now you are probably wondering why I am telling you this. My reasoning for not posting may or may not seem or sound ridiculous but recently I have begun to feel quite lonely. I am 20 now and I am having those feelings where it seems everyone around has a significant other, but me. Now this is where the story of paint comes in. During paint I danced with a few guys ( and may or may not have shared a few kisses), but in the group that I went with there was someone that I spent most of the night dancing with ( and no we didn't do anything besides dance). Now this is where I get ridiculous. I have not had a boyfriend in quite a long time, have not dated for a little over a year because I wanted to get settled with university. Since coming home from Toronto I have begun to feel very lonely and upset because I feel like everyone around me has a significant other while I am alone.
I know this may seem ridiculous to most of you but I was feeling this so greatly that I couldn't be motivated to write something worth reading so that is why I have not posted. It's not like I want to necessarily be with the person I spent most of my night with at paint, I just miss the feeling of affection, and intimacy that being with someone brings. I want to be able to text someone and have cute romantic conversations, or cuddle with someone when I want to cuddle. In all honesty I just want to feel wanted.
So I'm sorry for missing out on my regular entries but I just could bring myself to write anything. If anyone else feels this way please let me know so we can chat and feel this way together. Also, if you have gotten over these types of feeling before please let me in on your secret! :)
Take care! xxx
(Also, I think this week my posts are just mostly going to be kinda the same style as this one, just a diffrent topic.)
So I know I haven't been on here for about a week now, and I am sorry if you were looking forward to reading my posts. I had this whole month planned out so I wouldn't miss any entries but as the month played out, it didn't work out that way. Now I wish I could tell you I had a really good reason for not being able to post, but that isn't the case.
As you may or may not know I went to Toronto a little over a week ago and I did some pretty awesome things with some really cool people. I went to Warped Tour for the first time which was so amazing and the day after that, or I should say the night after that I went out to another event. I went to basically a rave which was super awesome, and fun, especially since it was one where everyone was showered with paint. It was such a cool experience and I've never been to a rave before but it was simply amazing!
Now you are probably wondering why I am telling you this. My reasoning for not posting may or may not seem or sound ridiculous but recently I have begun to feel quite lonely. I am 20 now and I am having those feelings where it seems everyone around has a significant other, but me. Now this is where the story of paint comes in. During paint I danced with a few guys ( and may or may not have shared a few kisses), but in the group that I went with there was someone that I spent most of the night dancing with ( and no we didn't do anything besides dance). Now this is where I get ridiculous. I have not had a boyfriend in quite a long time, have not dated for a little over a year because I wanted to get settled with university. Since coming home from Toronto I have begun to feel very lonely and upset because I feel like everyone around me has a significant other while I am alone.
I know this may seem ridiculous to most of you but I was feeling this so greatly that I couldn't be motivated to write something worth reading so that is why I have not posted. It's not like I want to necessarily be with the person I spent most of my night with at paint, I just miss the feeling of affection, and intimacy that being with someone brings. I want to be able to text someone and have cute romantic conversations, or cuddle with someone when I want to cuddle. In all honesty I just want to feel wanted.
So I'm sorry for missing out on my regular entries but I just could bring myself to write anything. If anyone else feels this way please let me know so we can chat and feel this way together. Also, if you have gotten over these types of feeling before please let me in on your secret! :)
Take care! xxx
(Also, I think this week my posts are just mostly going to be kinda the same style as this one, just a diffrent topic.)
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